| because you`re the kind of guy
who`d laugh at me when i fall
help me up & then whisper
it`s okay baby, i still love you
& shes the kind of girl
that doesnt say much
but when she does;
it actually means something.
You can't swim in a town this shallow...
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I love sleep.
My l i f e has this tendency
to fall apart when I'm awake
i`m messy & sarcastic & jealous & vain
& i`m standing here,
asking you to love me for all i am
you laugh at my dumbest moments
put up with my moody days
go along with my craziest ideas
& still manage to see the best in me
I
was born to be stubborn, to be a little mean, to push people, to push
myself. I was \\ taught to never take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had, to NEVER GiVE UP, to believe in
myself ... and most of all, to fight for myself
It takes a strong heart to love,
but it takes an even stronger heart
to love again once it's been hurt
so
I'm not the perfect girl you've seen on TV, not as pretty as the
plastics. But I know what pain is like and I've been in love and hurt
and there's nothing more real than that its when we're sitting around
talking and painting our nails when someone will ask the question. The
answer is followed by oohs and ahhs and Tell me about him's. and when
you begin you realize that it's harder than it seems. All that you know
is that you fell for him, hard. So poetic as to say "he had me at
hello" but when you try to go deeper you realize theres no words for
those feelings. Its full of promises that never intend to be broken and
beautiful words whispered softly and a rush of passion and his hand
tangled in mine. A mess of adjectives that don't mean a thing , romance
and dare I say love?
Yes; its true.
i have scars on my arms
but
that doesn’t mean I’m some kind of freak. they’re simply memories when
I’ve fallen apart, they're times when I was weak & afraid to ask
for help
for him i'd smile when he's happy
kiss him when he's sad..try to be the
perfect girl & calm him when he's mad
hold his hand to make him strong &
say he's right when i know he's wrong
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| Kailynn probably gets to come home sometime this week!
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| my sis had her baby today at 12:42 p.m. she was 5 weeks premature
and weighed 4 lbs and 5 oz. she is soo adorable... her name is Kailynn
Bailee. this time went a lot better than the last for my sis.. but
Kailynn had to be careflighted to Baylor in Dallas because her lungs
werent fully developed and they had to put her in a level 3 neonatal
ICU. but shes doin 0k.. shes using 50% oxygen though but everything
else is perfect.. my sis is still in the hospital and will be til
wednesday. so she wont get to see her again til she gets out.. but my
bro in law and i went down to dallas tonight and saw her... she is
doing really well, but they said we should still be on alert. bryce
hasnt gotten to see her yet but he comes home tomorrow from missouri
and he is excited to see his new sister. |
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| played bells today.... we lost.... but i was 3 for 4 with 2 singles and
a solo homerun....yes... I WENT YARD! OVER THE CENTERFIELD FENCE! i was
so freakin excited... that was my one goal for the year and i did it!. dad and i had a bet and i made 100$ for that hit.
last game tuesday in gunter
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| 3 more games... leonard tuesday, bells friday, then gunter.... prom is
in 2 weeks..... i finally got my dress....i love it... anyways last
night i hung out with emb and aud for the first time in forever... we
went and saw the benchwarmers... it was hilarious and then we went and
just acted retarded for a long time then we went back to auds.. it was
fun... no school friday... cant wait for a long weekend... i need it
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